World~~

Today just went to watch movie Gulliver's Travel at leisuremall ...the movie was nice and worth to watch ...I met a few friends there ...sometimes ,when you really want to meet someone even just in a small area,you wouldn't meet the person...But when you are not ready to meet anyone you will definitely meet the one even the distance between us are far far apart ...That why the world is just so enormous and so tiny ^^   Have you meet the one you wish to see??And just to remind everyone, appreciate what you have is more important than anything ..Here is the trailer of Gulliver's Travel for you =D

Merry christmas !!

Its christmas !!! Merry christmas everyone  ^^ Long time never update here,sorry to all my readers =D...Just went for a camp ...Went back to the place where i had the worst experience in my life ~~But i found that the place was not that terrible anymore ...As what chinese says,stand up from where we fell down ^^ as translated ....The camp was meaningful for me as well as my holiday which are just filled with the repetition of sleep Zzzzz,eat ^^ and tuition @@ and so on...It has coloured my holiday XD Wow!! A lots new friends i made there...They are all different in physical and their originally personality ...

Our group reminder...

Top view ^^

If got chance maybe i'll take the second participation on this camp ...But can change the venue?? jkjk....Before 12 ,I'm gonna say :MERRY CHRISTMAS XD

家～～

每个人都拥有自己的家……完整的；破碎的，幸福的；可悲的……我觉得每个家都是幸福的……有的人会说，我的家一点都不幸福……其实，世界上并没有不幸福的家，只有不会维持幸福的家庭成员……几乎每个不快乐的家都因家庭成员的纠纷而形成的……有时候，往往会是思想已成熟的成人造成的……他们会觉得自己的想法，观点一定会是对的……是的，每一个观点客观地看都是对的……但是，如果主观来看，有时候，两个相反的观点就会是误会的开始……“忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空”，这句话说出口往往比做出来来得容易一万倍……所以，你想要幸福的家吗？那就尝试客观一点，忍一忍吧! ^^

it was speechless...

Have you ever received any news that is unbelievable and hard to accept?? Yea...i just have an experience on it few days ago...I thought it was just a joke but eventually i knew that it was true ...Until now,i still feel that it is so fake..everything that happened recently made me feeling like i'm in a dreamland...but i accepted the fact anyhow...No matter how hard is it,i'll fight for my happiness...I wouldn't let myself to have a emo face all the time...as what i said...we should accept everything that happened~~

Trying to be naughty again ^^

Hehe ...siao liao ..let's sing "its late at night and i cant sleep....."not can't sleep la...can sleep..just wanted to finish the programme that i wanted to watch...Thought it would be nice one ,just gave me a bit disappointment ...but i like the beginning ...my lovely raymond became lek gor already..wuahhaha so funny ^^  these few days i bought some gifts for my friends as birthday presents...hope you guys like it..Happy birthday =D

nice chains ^^

with a self-made paper bag =D

Just to bored ^^

My holiday...okay...as normal..boring ...looking for a piano sheet ...a song entitled 初见 by raymond lam and 杨千嬅...anyone found it can tell me the link ?? Love the song so much =D I posted in the elder post go ahead and try to listen ^^...Wow ..manchester united won !!!!Just too happy...Still macheda is there ..hehe..even he's not the most important player in the team..but i just like to see him in the match..Handsome italy guy ^^...Haiz..long time never heard about the "ice man"-Raikkonen(i think i spell wrongly)...He always be so cool when he was in formula one..But as i remembered he was he one who are so bad luck..the car suddenly stopped when he almost(a small distance to reach the end..) won the second place i think...pity him...But even lost he wouldn't show any negative expression...Just too bad when he left formula 1...i can't see him anymore >< My terrible life is coming ..oh no! Facing SPM next year...suffer ~~~~
LYRICS:
平凡如逐渐消失  两点  
平衡像没交叉点  的线  
巡游在夜深街中  擦肩  
你我也只差一分  吻在脸  
谁人谈再见再可见面  
谁祈求拍照记低笑面  
难重逢我至觉得  期待你会出现  
人总于今天  想昨天  
我眼睛望穿秋水  眼浅  
我气息像烟呼出  呵欠  
明明是幸福早于  脚边  
你我却翻天覆海  去历遍  
   
谁人谈再见再可见面  
谁祈求拍照记低笑面  
难重逢我至觉得  期待你会出现  
人总于今天  想昨天  
谁人谈再见再可不面  
谁人谈永远永不兑现  
情长而季节太短  离别直到思念  
曾辗转反侧  三百天  
从前如盪失终点  两边  
从头来用一分钟  初见  
情人在望天  兜转  擦肩  
我转身应该找到  你视线

Haiz

It is undeniable that my lovely fernando alonso lost to vettel in f1...Oh my...Never mind lets wait for next year..hope he as well as ferrari can perform better next year ..hehe...Oh ya ..i forgot also good luck to valentina rossi..(did i spell wrongly??) A brand new environment in Ducati..good luck ya ^^...Now must focus on man united...(macheda..nani...berbatov...park..and other team mate..gambateh=D)
Apart from sports,lets talk about others..Such as the last day in school maybe.. Haiz..so sad for the streaming class =(..Some friends are going to drop already...No fun..no laughter...no jokes...What we have are:stress...pressure...depressing...Seriously scare of the pressure..can i apply for dropping class??No la..jkjk..
We must learn how to used to the environment but not choose to escape from it...Okay...
I learned something new recently...which is:my life is actually meaningful with so many experiences ...Hapiness...sadness..and various emotions...

My holiday life started ^^

Eventually,its time for holidays....wow! Weekend...sports...was watching f1 qualifying...f.alonso rocks ^^ ...My WORLD CHAMPION !! Lets pray for him...hehe..tonight is coming ^^..But man u didn't performed well yesterday...walao..70++ only let a.villa won 2 balls..haiz...no hopes..who knows the handsome Macheda and another team mate won 2 goals in 10 minutes time...A draw is enough...hehe ..remained their records for not losing any matches so far ...=D...

^.^ v GOALS

And then,i'm here to introduce a movie as well as a song of the movie..hehe..PERFECT WEDDING ! Raymond ^^ the song was nice =D

Fantastic farewell ^^

This year is a special year,because the librarians are doing farewell party in school..."In school??!!"Was ppl's first response...But what to do??Due to the financial problem...Okay,since this is the fact..I just took it and tried my best to organise it so that it would be enjoyed by the librarians...As the party came nearer and nearer,the troubles also a good followers...I was disturbed by plenty troubles..made me upset for few days...Last hope was:hope everything would be fine during the party...
Yes...The day...the terrible one...the expected one...the worried one...has came...I was shocked when we changed the venue...(happy)...then,everything seems to be okay and more okay ^^...Teachers' praises,librarians' hapiness,until now still fresh in my mind...Thank you for those who really enjoyed my games...=D
Conclusion:When you really dedicated something with your heart,then you would get the satisfaction  ^^

Happy outing to see my lover =D

Today i went to sunway pyramid...hehe...of course ,1st thing to do was see and support my lover...Just in 140 minutes,i realised that he was more handsome than i imagine ^^...Can i watch for the second time?? @@
Why he so talented in acting...??so cute ^^..MY SUPER IDOL @@ then we went to somewhere which called full house to eat...Wow! I love the place...Unlike the ordinary restaurant...Share some photos here ^^..

I love the design ^^ I'll make it at my hse if possible in the future..

Look.!.the design just like a home sweet home...i like it!

Besides here i went to gasoline also,the design also nice ^^

Tiring

Oh my god! These few days are extremely tired...School activities...exam results...class matter....library matter...bla bla bla...So busy...I wish i could put everything aside and enjoy my life^^ As if...Haiz,nevermind it is a learning lesson in my life...lets talk about results...Omg...totally down...what's wrong with me??when i got the results i always asked...Actually last minute work doesn't work...I shall always study but not only during the exam weeks...Other people must be saying that i deserved it because  i study at last minute....Aiya,for me,results is nothing,the most important thing is i've tried my best...It is nothing when get bad results...Its a good thing actually...If one person always win then the person would never know the feelings of losing...Conclusion:Life must have various experiences only meaningful =D

Ends in peace??

Yesterday,right after i posted in the blog,i received the news that one of my relative died...Huh? In my mind,i still can recalled back the moment that i saw him and he was still strong and healthy...Just a few months,a few months can change the whole world...This is unbelievable...He was a nice people...Everyone were sad....And this made me think of my grandma...the feelings were fresh until now....that pain....I miss her so much...the regrets for leaving her when she held my hands tightly...Everything were just too late,when she gone...even the thousand times of promises...I was too late... I'm sorry~~ this is what i can say now...But i believe you love me so much  and you wish that i could live my life happily...I'll try my best on it...I LOVE YOU!=)

This is a cycle ～～

Chinese people always say that human always experience four stages:living,getting elder,ill,and towards the death...Since my childhood i saw a few of my relatives died and their death bodies are burned in a room...and a people will just becomes dust in the air ...I was scared when i saw it...i was imagining the scene where I was the one who died and burned...As i growing up,these things keep on happening around me included my grandmother who left me last year...Eventually i cried....when she went to another world...and released from the pains that caused by the disease....Yea...leaving someone who we love is totally sad...But sometimes we have to accept it because this is our fate...We were no one and brought nothing to this world...And everything back to the origin point when we die...Because we brought nothing too and we'll be forgotten soon after we die....This is true.....because of it,we should be happy for still living our life today...and satisfied about what we have...try our best to do whatever we like so that we won't feel regret for didn't complete things that we wish to do...

Merdeka ^^

Eventually...my exam ended today...but its not my holiday yet..because my school is having many activities on coming weeks >< ...Last paper it was totally boring since everyone was expecting the last single second so that we can shout "merdeka"...The exam ended in the sound of laughing because my teacher suddenly came out with "cold" jokes =D...After exam,i rushed for my meeting...A lot were not coming...nvm...Something happened after the meeting............that made me realise that I actually need time to used to my life which is different from the past now......The difference is unspeakable...look like i lost something which is just a passer-by in my life.......But i believe that everything would be fine after all.....because when problem is not considered as problem,that its not a problem...^^ can understand??

What a 'good' attitude...==

Hi everyone...I'm back ...still one more week to go for exam...But got something  to share here...Just a moment ago...something happened...which i think i should share it here...Today got people married and they came with a big gang of cars then horned for 8 rounds along the street before 8 o'clock IN THE MORNING...As if they're marrying the whole street of people == hey! you all don't want to sleep but we want to sleep leh...And one of their cars hit on my neighbour's car and didn't said anything like sorry etc...wow! nice responsibility...Even though my family were angry about that but still we cooperated since it was people's da hei yat zhi...After our breakfast,then they were blocking half of the street way...We waited initially,then my dad went to ask in front's car owner and tried to tell them they are blocking us and we just requested want to go back home...That car owner quite good and tried to make a way for us...But later on a group of people included the man who hit people's car came and they are so haughty...Don't know why they came and argued with my dad...As if what they done are absolutely correct == Guess what one of them said??'Why can't you use the other road??' Wow! EQ 100% question...How are we going to get our house by using another way??Make the car fly in the sky then drop exactly in front of my house?? Try to imagine?? Cool~~ That is imagination of kindergarten's children..== They were like want to fight like that wor...Haiz..nowadays just a small matter then want to fight already...How to widen your knowledges to the bigger matter leh?? Cannot zhou dai see ah...Nevermind if they call more and more people come i can call 999 de...As if we will feel scare of them == Marry dai sai ar?? Respect  people leh...

A piece of beautiful puzzle ^^

Still remember my poem??I have a piece of puzzle with unforgettable memories...I couldn't believe that a teacher can have same channel with students(interests,music etc)...I like her teaching...And she's the one who joined singing competition with us,the one who never scold us before,the one who singing with guitar in front of us AND the one who MADE CUP CAKES for us...The beautiful,lovely teacher that we have...Unfortunately,we're going to lose her...Everyone just felt sad today,because we don't want her to leave...But,even she don't leave this time,we'll be going off next year after SPM...This is life,always dealing with different feelings ^^ ...We should just take it and move forward to discover the mystical paradise in the future...Teacher,you'll always in my HEART...I love you xD!
And I might be stop online-ing this two weeks...because i'm having exam...Bye!

I don't need you to know the truth ==

Have you ever heard a gossip or gossiped before??I think most of the human being gossiped before...and me too...But something I wonder is:did you think of people's feeling or think that would it be too over???
Recently,i heard a gossip...and of course I'm one of the character...I don't mind gossip...but its really really TOO OVER...I don't feel like want to share the contents here...But got something to be thrown out from my mind...For the one who started the fire,you have your right to talk,i have my right to sue you at the same time...Just to advise you...sometimes..you would be unlucky and meet someone that is hot-tempered,and that particular person may sue you just because of one single word that you said...So,don't blame anyone else on that time... Those words came from your mouth..in other words,you invited troubles to come to you...Mention first...i'm not scolding but advising...this is for your own good ^^..
While for those who are listening to gossip,i have a small question...Will you go and ask around to find out the truth??And even ask the particular person...If yes,then i have something to advise you too...If i say a word 4 alphabet ****,its start from f,continued with u,fu** ,what would you think about??A bad word??Why make you think of it??Because your mind is having this word...Its the same as how you interpret a gossip...if you have negative thinking of him/her,then automatically,whatever he/she do,you will interpret that as WRONG...When you have a trust on a person...with sincerely...no matter what he/she do,you will still believe on him/her...So,please don't come and ask me anything before you really have thought of the fact with your logical thinking...If you dislike/suspected me,then just think whatever you like..Because I don't want to waste ENERGY,TIME,and my SALIVA to explain for nothing...I don't need you to know the truth,I need true friend that trust me all the time whenever,whatever and wherever... 　

Extra cold~~

Normally i always feel sleepy at night..but tonight i feel so lonely with my eyes that insist don't want to rest...Why??I don't know....................That's too many things that i got to think of......this is life...I've entered a terrible paradise...which has a beautiful looks but "spoilage" inside...And whenever i'm dealing with some problems....illness will always choose this timing to visit me....that's why tomorrow i think better don't go to school....i'm tired to face the daily problems....i really really really need rest.....Troubles can you take a rest also???Rest is to prepare you for a longer journey^^....Yea..rest,but i still can't close my eyes with so many disturbances in my brain....And i feel extra cold right now........>.<

Eventually~~

Everything ended peacefully...i had a talk to him just now...while talking,my tears kept on rolling down along my cheek...Eventually,he got nothing much to say...unlike the past,everything single word that i said he got his way to object me...I felt so strange when he was speechless...this never happened between us..and made me wondered:you really got nothing to say?Yes,because i should just keep quiet since everything that i say will hurt you..my heart is bleeding when heard u're crying..i don't want you to get hurt...My tears again...instead of thinking whether what he said is true...but this time i need to surrender really...i leave you,is becuase i don't want to become third party and there are actually 2 person between us ...as you know...i'm not that kind of person...i can't being so selfish..even people always say:Love is blind...but i'm not blind...i can see people crying when they lost something that is precious for them...so,i rather to get hurt and keep myself crying alone in a corner...so,we'll never meet again...bye!
在你的记忆里面有一个我.在你最痛苦的时候陪你渡过,难过过了,天晴朗了,我就走
你拯救我的寂寞,我的痛,我的梦,在你的面前,我不必保留,还来不及对你说,迟到的我的心动. 
你的好,你的坏.我的脾气你最懂
我不要你来心疼我(我不要你离开我)
明天的以后,我们会懂,失恋的挫折让人变更成熟. 
我对你感觉胜过爱情. 
因为有你,给我勇气,给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心). 
对不起,我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起.
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一). 
还微笑祝福你

Meaningful ^^

Todays english lesson, teacher asked us to write a poem entitled Life...My group members were discussing but i did not joined them...so sorry o..Eventually i created one poem:
LIFE
Yesterday were captured pictures,
With different faces and expressions,
Today was a fairytale,
Mesmerized by happiness and loves,
Tomorrow's like unpredictable weather,
A strange and mystical paradise,
Yesterday,today and tomorrow,
Pissed-off,grieve,and pistachio,
Life,
Is described as a puzzle,
Satisfies with pieces of memories.
Meaningful ^^.

Any comments??I can only used the simple words,because my vocab's not good...
Realized something??Today was a fairytale by taylor swift..^^
And today only know that our exam has shifted to an earlier date which is next week...
Everyone's response is:what?why?how?(What happened?Why so early?How to study?) hehe...Guys,just accept the facts la..what to do..we couldn't do or change anything besides studying...I
think i'll get a bad results this time...>.< Nvm,i can accept de,i won't go suicide like some people..hehe..

Nice day ^^

Yesterday..finished meeting then went to lm..because my friend X said hungry wor..then had to accompany him go buy some food to fill stomach..Today,i went to lm too..i have a kind of trip+learning class...its sushi class =D..learned how to make then can eat whatever i've done..hehe..have lots of fun with some juniors...after that,go to tuition..kena shoot again== but nvm,used to it dy..but i have to say sorry to my friends for my tutor is not taking them anymore..i actually don't know what's happening..today got a bit blur blur de..sorry..This two days has made a conclusion which is i'm becoming more and more independent..

I'm back =D

yea..i have recovered from some 'illness'..i never think i can back to original so fast..maybe my way of thinking changed dy..who knows..hehe..Was having meeting @ school just now..so sorry for scolding u guys..>.< if can ,i didn't wish to do so..but its too over..at least make some changes ma..^.^ U guys never  know my feelings one..when you really devoted a lots for someone and his/her not appreciate at all..u guys will never knows how hurt it is...so anyone reading here,please change..don't let me angry until send  to hospital before i graduate..i still want to live ^^ ok..apart from that i wish to advise all ladies and gentleman,please appreciate what you have ^^..don't wait until you lost only know its important and regret..its too late to realise~~its too late~~

I'm sorry~~

To all readers and my fellow friends,this blog would not be updated anymore until November or December maybe..Below are few reasons:
1.due to some personal reason,i don't feel like want to online anymore...(temporarily)
2.my exam is earlier than the date that had been arranged
3.first time feel the pressure for exam,so have to study
4.i need to REST
So...i also don't know when i'll online..therefore,bla bla bla (don't know what to say anymore)
BYE...

Its time to have a change ...

To all readers/visitors,my blog would not be updated so frequent because my result recently is becoming worse..and so,i will just update it weekly or maybe monthly since my end year exam is around the corner..therefore,if anyone want to look for me or keep in touch with me..u can just leave your message in the chat box which is located at the right of the page.. I'll read it whenever i online ^^..thanks or your cooperation..xD

My Holidays ^^

Thought that i  would enjoy it..Really..Yet,1 week just leave me..and i find it BORING..
6-7/9-took care of my aunty's grandson...he looks cute but extremely active...I played with him until i felt tired but he still full of energy ==..

10/9-Went to lm..my parents and sis watching piranha..what to do??its 18..then,i just window shopping around and end up playing in Fireworks..It looked has a major changed..

And the rest of time i spent it on:A)playing darts..throw,throw and throw...i hang it on the door..Eventually,i think the door would be replaced soon ^^..B)Doing homework...a bit by a bit every day,as a consequence of my LAZINESS,still left a lots ><..C)Online-ing..playing games(viwawa)..making picture(ownskin)...songs..D)watching drama..haiz..so addicted to the story line..ended up with an ending that cant fulfill what i want(偷心大圣PS男)..E)playing mahjong(bad luck==)..always lost..F)other minor activities..^^

Fulled of holes ^^

wan download??http://www.ownskin.com/gif_detail?t=3jPoO3A7

Why you always hurt ppl?==

Why you always appear when people do not need you?And u can always force ppl to accept you..When ppl is enjoying with you,then you will just leave them alone..Guess what??It is LOVE..hehe..Yea..A lot ppl is hurt because of love..What to do??Blame benzene amino acid mayb...My gor,just lost his relationship with his gf..And of course i felt sad for him..Still can rmbr i saw his gf at the carnival 2 months ago..And now,everything changed...I really hope that those relationships can last longer so that can lessen the number of ppl who get hurts...Ok,everything released then i can have my sweetdreams^^

Nites everyone xD

。。。

不敢问却一直想问你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜却一直想猜若回去有没有可能
我爱疯了我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份



既然是这样，我已竭尽所能...已经毫无力气了...

@#$%@#$%$

HEY!ENOUGH! I SAID WRONG NUMBER FOR OVER 1000++ TIMES...Can understand???
Wrong no,salah nombor,打错电话，打錯電話，間違った番号，잘못 걸려온，หมายเลขผิด，Falsche Nummer，Verkeerde nommer，Λάθος αριθμό，Numero errato...
So,pls dun simply simply call me again==....you have been called me averagely 5 times perday...and asking :who are you?what's your name etc etc...This week changed to "how are you?"
How are you!How are you!==As if i'm ur friend whom u have not seen for a long time ==..

Scare......

Well this is more terrible than school test...because if i failed school test,nobody will bother me...but if i failed this test at tuition,for sure i'll kena scold or punish mayb...As what Mr X(my tuitor) said,"no pressure, no improvement"..I know he scolds us for our own goods..But i really scare of those tough questions ><...So i have to study for it now...Left 2 hours and 24 min...

My freaking folio ^^

Left:Yay!Full marks...^^  Right:total 112 pages...

Front cover..=D

Holidayz ^^

This is so unexpected..Our class won the third place for the singing competition yesterday...When the results is announced,all 4sc1students din have any response because we are SHOCKED =D..Again,thank you to all students and teachers especially the judges..
Hurray!Holiday started...^^ I can crazy enjoy my holiday..Hope i can have outing with my friends next week if i could make it..Happy holidays..Happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri...And HAPPY EVERYTHING =D

Patriotic singing competiton ^^

Today my class joined a singing competition in the school..Because of this competition,we stayed back and practiced for few times..A lot of things happened (quarrel,not co-operating etc)..Eventually,the competition has ended today..Specially thanks to Miss Y(my english teacher),the instruments team,my friends who taught me a lots,all the 4sc1students and those who supported me and my class today..And i'm here to apologised for didn't conducted well today..it was my 1st time become a conductor in my lives..^^
4sc1, we did a GOOD JOB..Even if we couldn't win ,you guys are still the champion for me =D..

Instruments:Guitar,Violin,Flute
High Pitch Girls:HPG
Low Pitch Girls:LPG
Boys:B
REPLACED WITH INSRTUMENT 

SATU SUARA

Verse A

Mengapa kita berbeza B

Ku tahu hatimu dipolusi benci B

Kita harus bersama HPG

Aku, kau mereka, memahami, kompromi HPG

 Verse B

Kita satu komuniti, satu arah destinasi LPG

Hey generasi muda, usah kau bersendiri LPG

Kita punya satu hati, satu cita satu jiwa HPG

Kau aku dan merekaHPG, kita satu nama  ALL

 Chorus 

【Dengan satu suara,

kita serupa, walau berbeza

Genggam semangat waja

Dan langkah bersama

Dalam rentak padu yang sama】 ALL

 RAP: ENGLISH  

【It's the B to the E to the L I A              
Let's keep our head up for better days
Do walk hand in hand if you understand
The message is to be together in this motherland】S,MK,KY,CT

 Verse A

【Where is the love that used to shine 

In this darkest hour, we’re gonna be just fine 】Girls

So let the love shines in your soul  B

This revolution is gonna be our destiny call  ALL

 Verse B

【Dalam satu suara, kita tiada bezanya 

Nyanyi lagu yang sama, rentak sekata 】LPG

Dengan satu suara, kita janji menjaga HPG

Kau, aku dan mereka,HPG kita satu nama ALL

 Repeat Chorus

【Dengan satu suara

Kita serupa, walau berbeza

Genggam semangat waja

Dan langkah bersama

Dalam rentak jiwa yang sama】ALL

 Bridge

【Sekiranya ku jatuh, terus bangunkan aku

Dan aku  lakukan yang sama untukmu

Kau, aku dan mereka 

Dalam satu irama, dalam satu cinta】 ALL

RAP: TAMIL

eethu un valkai, un pathei, un eerthukaalam (this is your life, your path and your future) otremei veedum kai kodhe nadeethe vaa (unity is needed, come walk hand in hand)
naalai maadrum un nadeetheyil (tomorrow's changes is in your path) en thola yen paala kuraalyil? (my friend, why do it with different voices?)

 RAP: KANTONIS

我地国家应该一条心

(Our country should be one heart and one soul)

生活过得好, 最紧要我地大家开心

(Our lives are good and our happiness is important)

我地马来西亚社会真係惦

(Our Malaysian society is great)

无论遇到乜野困难, 我地一齐可以搞惦

(Whatever problems we face we can sort it out together)

 Repeat Chorus [2X] 

我...告别了美梦...

每个人，都想要一个像梦一般完美的生活...我也不例外...但是，我现在才发现..原来，我浪费了...半年的时间...在很多毫无意义的事情上...半年，也就是六个月...听起来还蛮短的...如果说180 天，怎么样？不然，4320小时...很长的时间，但数目还不够大 ^^...259200分钟，又或者是15552000秒??对，我浪费了15552000秒...我能够这么享受着浪费时间的乐趣·...却没想到全世界同时有成千上万的人患有不治之症，珍惜着他们拥有的每一分每一秒...甚至，有的还祈求上天赐他们更多的一分钟...时间对他们而言，大概是无价的...而我，比起他们...实在惭愧不已...
我应该好好地利用时间，尽管是一秒...不应该享受于那即不切实际又像美梦的事实...独立，independence，是我教别人的，应该以身作则^^我会尽力去做的 =D

R.I.P

Today was a sad day for the frogs..Before the experiment,i thought it would be fun like when we observed our blood..But everything became so sad when i was watching the frog dead in front of me in the container that filled with chloroform..After that my group member X took the dead frog out and started to dissect it..I was like frozen and did not dare to dissect it..But,because of our group only has 5 ppl..so i had to do it ><.."I'm sorry frog,may God bless u"Eventually, the frog dead in our bloody hands..TT..One of group member Y was standing aside and watching until the tears almost came out..How cruel is it??After that, i went to get the fish that teacher bought and of course it had dead..But i still felt scare to touch it..Omg...
To all the frogs,hope u all Rest In Peace ..

......==

Today evrybody is discussing about the singing competition for next week..When to practice??Who can stay??bla bla bla..At first,i din think of want to stay back because thursday is my sweetest day for week days..but just too bad ..what to do..have to support..However,i really dun understand how can somebody so cold-blooded and said such thing was STUPID..if u think u r intelligent enough, then pls leave our school..go to a better one ,with all the students who have same idea and attitude with u..i believe u'll fail to find it because i think if u still keep that unwantable attitude i believe u will be rejected by ppl in the future even in the society..I seriously dislike u ...I would be happy if my class is having a clever ppl..but not a student with all negative attitude..dun let me look down on you ==

Its too tiring @@

Yea..tiring..was rushing for sivik folio last week..then,sunday went to 1 U to see Xartist..Haiz,nowadays human really dont know how to QUEUE..Over 1000++ppl there and still want to push and fight to get the signature..As a conclusion,"People prefer signature rather than their life " ==sweat..Please ppl look!you are here fighting for signature ..Some ppl in other places are fighting for their LIFE,FOOD..and of course its all much more important than your signature ==..So,anyone feel the chilli here pls kindly change the unwantable attitude..

And i thought everything would be settled for the sivik folio on monday..who knows monday i was like a thief, had to do the folio during other class..and i'm not really happy with my group members,they did not have 100% cooperation..(BUT i'm not angry with them)..Haiz suan ba..its over ..everything is over.. what for still not happy with it??

Got to go to memorise my oral..So think of what i said ^^..

I have comment...

Ya i really have comments..Regarding the society..But have to wait because today went to 1 U and too tired..So,i think i'll "release" my comment on tuesday ^^..Haiz,still haven't finished the freaking folio..==
Goodnight everyone =D

I hate the night like this =(

Haiz .." Its late at night and i cant sleep..missing u just runs too deep.. " I really miss zau gong..so late also have not visit him..Just because of the "unfinishable" homework and the folio bla bla bla..I also dont know why that I always cant finish my homework unless i burn the midnight oil,and of course the next day,i'll be late and a scary panda would appear in SMKSM ==Mayb i should try to control myself stop online-ing.. Suppose ppl will be happy when the night is raining,rainy day can have a sweetdreams..But now i think i shall finish the important homework first instead of doing the m.word..Haiz.....I hate it..

What a traditional fashion show =D

Yesterday my school gt a fashion show in which those models are wearing traditional clothes(baju batik,cheongsam,penampang etc)..I couldn't accept that i was one of them..Early in the morning,once reached school then changed the kadazan shirt n skirt..After that,teacher Y helped me to make up,maybe i have not make up for a long time,I felt so uncomfortable with my face..And of course I hate the freaking high heels == made my legs hurt..When i walked infront of so many ppl,i thought they would come out some sounds like Wuuuu..but when me n mabel went out the dataran was so quiet,can u imagine 900++ ppl suddenly so quiet..Eventually,i figured out that it was because ppl couldn't recognised me and they were guessing who is me..=D Did i really look different??(maybe)
First time like a models and so many cameras in front of me to take our photos while walking..
A lots of photos were took yesterday..I'll share it mayb tomorrow =D

Hmm...i can feel the difference

At the beginning of this year,i seem that transformed to another person..I did not care about my results,spent time most on computer,did everything last minute..Now,i come back dy..the original 1 xD!But i still feel regret on something i has lost..

Btw,i gt all my results eventually and i am satisfied with my results because i only gt 1B xD..I tried not to show my expression in school because a lot of ppl failed for physics..My physics teacher said:"1st time 4Sc1 gt so many failed.."Haiz,for those who failed ,I'm sorry about that..However,just forget abt it and fight for the next exam 

Gambateh! =D

Haiz...SO..........

I'm not purposely want to gossip abt this..My school has a teacher Y..She is totally a busybody..E go n rampas our class's buku kawalan just because our monitor did not pass up the book for ONE TIME..then, she introduced our monitor a new rules..in which only 2 students can go toilet on each period..lagi over is students who are later than the subject teacher go in the class considered late and need to record names =.= I'm not saying that this is totally not good..but sometimes have to think of the students who have duty (prefects,librarians etc)..Let's say:(our recess is 9.20 then we will let the students leave at 9.40.Then, we have to off the air-cond and lock the doors+return the key.I think most probably it will be 9.45-9.50 when we reach class..what if the teacher is so punctual and enters the class at 9.40 sharp,then i think half of the class will be late =.=) Sometimes the rules do not need to be totally strict,when things go to the limit may becomes worse..

Everything was so rushed today @@

Today was lucky because physics teacher didnt give the paper yet..=D After phsics class was 8.50,then my bm teacher,En. Z came to my class and suddenly i was asked to join something called kursus pertolongan cemas @ 9pm..It meant that i had to go immediately without any preparation..Though i felt so rush,the kursus is still interesting except for the CPR hembus part =.=..I learned a lot ^^..After the kursus,it was the last 2 period(chemistry),i think mr wong will be proud because among the 4 highest in the class,there are 3 from EA xD! Of course ,the mr X was not happy and said want to die again..(who cares?)..
After the bell rang,i attended my chinese class followed by my duty in the library..Since the programme was not working for quite long,therefore we got lots of books have to process..It was 3pm when everything ended..
Who knows aunty came and fetched me @ 3.20 because nobody informed her and she gt to fetch private school's students first..I hate go bck home late...

Its more than enough =)

Today i gt my add maths n sejarah paper..Although didnt get highest in the class but i still satisfied with it because i think mr wong wont scold me ba =) The most surprisingly is my sejarah.The test 1 n mid term i gt B and what i expected this time is not to get lower than the 1st test because i only read bab 5..Then when i gt the paper i was so surprised than i gt an A =D..I quickly double checked it whether it is my paper..I really did what i have promised  =),you should pay me bck too..hehe..Hope i can improve again for coming exam xD

我真是接受唔到

真是接受唔到??班上有个X先生。接受不到自己的成绩，对老师大声小声的。最后，还拿了二十令吉来要求老师帮他加分==。老师说：kamu telah mencaci kerjaya guru..拜托，几岁了?还做这些事情 ==..鄙视你，鄙视你！更糟糕的是，竟然因为小小的test分数，说要寻死。我还真想叫他去。平时拿到好成绩，就一直泼别人冷水，大家还不是坦然接受。你是三头六臂吗？还是你是石头爆出来的？这么特别？遇到这些小挫折，就要寻死，的确比别人“特别”经不起考验。
Well,算了，反正我也不会同情他。曾经，我对他还有一点点仁慈的时候，他不会珍惜，还对我做出那些损害我利益的事情。对他，没说能不能原谅。因为对我而言，他已经不存在了，我不会让这么无谓得人在我可爱的世界里存在 xD！

Introduction

"Introduction",sounds so wrong..xD..
Hey,everybody..I'm lay fang,16 this year.My english sucks so pls dun complain so much of my grammar mistakes,thanks ^^