Been rushing for assignments these few weeks, seriously assignments are tiring. I remember Mr Wong always say no pain, no gain. Now I know this applies in everything in life. After the deep talk with my Ms. Inspiration, I really got a lesson and know what to do after all. Haha
This is why I love psychology. We can always psycho people with all the awesome quotes and theories yet when it comes to ourselves it will be a different story. That's why I think I everyone should have the Mr/Ms Inspiration in life. In the world of psychology, there is no such thing called self healing. Disclaimer: Based on my opinion XD
Thank everyone for being with me in my hard time. I'm so fortunate to have them whenever I fall. I should stop my grandmother's story already. I'm not drunk just too happy to have my david de gea shirt though not the official jersey. Been searching it all way long and now 得来全不费功夫.
Lesson of the day: Be ready as life is fulled of surprised, though it might be a good or bad one :)
Today is 26May2015 and I don't remember exactly how long I never update here. Nowadays, people use fb, instagram, tweeter and many more. For me, after all, blogging might be better for me except it is hard for me to post the photos from my phone. Haha.
Of course when I don't blog the Earth is still rotating and my life carries on. There are thousands of things happened, no matter it is good or bad, it is still a "past tense". Bought set of rainbow card from taobao hoping that the spirit that I have had from the psychology workshop could never end.
"There are no problems, only limited viewpoints."
Recently I kept picking up this card, trying to pull me out from frustrating for the problem that I;m facing recently. Actually, I also what my problems are. One thing to share hoping that someone will read this someday when the day really comes.
I don't know what have/had happened in the past few years and I'm still thinking the same that I choose not to know. When the trust is already not there, it is pointless to listen anymore. No matter what or how, he is still the one who I loved deeply and the memories that belong to us will be with me forever. Long time ago, I loved you more than anyone else in the world; now, the feeling kind of like family member, my big brother. Been pampering and taking good care of me in the past yet being treated by me selfishly. For the very last time, let me be selfish again in the end. If there is a time limit for the storage of your memories in somewhere which I don't know where, I hope it is not this century. You deserved to have a better life and I will move on by myself like what I am doing now.
Now I realised the consequences of being pampered. There is no benefits but making me weaker and weaker. Being hurt is ordinary in life but when the hurt is unnecessary then it is a stupid thing for me. No pressure no improvement by Mr Wong. No expectation no disappointment for me in love life. I'm actually quite tired of it. I can be smart in anything but not love. I wonder when I can be mature in love. Sometimes I wonder what love is even try to Google it. After all, I realised Google could not tells it, but the one who is right for us will tell us involuntary and you will know that he is the one. Yet, my sixth sense downgraded to fifth sense when I sensed the wrong thing that I am the right person for him too.
Whenever I'm tired of life, I will always choose to rest. I aware that I should stand up from where I fell. Perhaps just let me have a rest on the ground first, I will stand up by myself without needing anyone for lending a hand anymore. Trying to be tougher that the past when I see this "一个人如果不坚强，软弱给谁看？”
