我...告别了美梦...

每个人，都想要一个像梦一般完美的生活...我也不例外...但是，我现在才发现..原来，我浪费了...半年的时间...在很多毫无意义的事情上...半年，也就是六个月...听起来还蛮短的...如果说180 天，怎么样？不然，4320小时...很长的时间，但数目还不够大 ^^...259200分钟，又或者是15552000秒??对，我浪费了15552000秒...我能够这么享受着浪费时间的乐趣·...却没想到全世界同时有成千上万的人患有不治之症，珍惜着他们拥有的每一分每一秒...甚至，有的还祈求上天赐他们更多的一分钟...时间对他们而言，大概是无价的...而我，比起他们...实在惭愧不已...
我应该好好地利用时间，尽管是一秒...不应该享受于那即不切实际又像美梦的事实...独立，independence，是我教别人的，应该以身作则^^我会尽力去做的 =D

R.I.P

Today was a sad day for the frogs..Before the experiment,i thought it would be fun like when we observed our blood..But everything became so sad when i was watching the frog dead in front of me in the container that filled with chloroform..After that my group member X took the dead frog out and started to dissect it..I was like frozen and did not dare to dissect it..But,because of our group only has 5 ppl..so i had to do it ><.."I'm sorry frog,may God bless u"Eventually, the frog dead in our bloody hands..TT..One of group member Y was standing aside and watching until the tears almost came out..How cruel is it??After that, i went to get the fish that teacher bought and of course it had dead..But i still felt scare to touch it..Omg...
To all the frogs,hope u all Rest In Peace ..

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Today evrybody is discussing about the singing competition for next week..When to practice??Who can stay??bla bla bla..At first,i din think of want to stay back because thursday is my sweetest day for week days..but just too bad ..what to do..have to support..However,i really dun understand how can somebody so cold-blooded and said such thing was STUPID..if u think u r intelligent enough, then pls leave our school..go to a better one ,with all the students who have same idea and attitude with u..i believe u'll fail to find it because i think if u still keep that unwantable attitude i believe u will be rejected by ppl in the future even in the society..I seriously dislike u ...I would be happy if my class is having a clever ppl..but not a student with all negative attitude..dun let me look down on you ==

Its too tiring @@

Yea..tiring..was rushing for sivik folio last week..then,sunday went to 1 U to see Xartist..Haiz,nowadays human really dont know how to QUEUE..Over 1000++ppl there and still want to push and fight to get the signature..As a conclusion,"People prefer signature rather than their life " ==sweat..Please ppl look!you are here fighting for signature ..Some ppl in other places are fighting for their LIFE,FOOD..and of course its all much more important than your signature ==..So,anyone feel the chilli here pls kindly change the unwantable attitude..

And i thought everything would be settled for the sivik folio on monday..who knows monday i was like a thief, had to do the folio during other class..and i'm not really happy with my group members,they did not have 100% cooperation..(BUT i'm not angry with them)..Haiz suan ba..its over ..everything is over.. what for still not happy with it??

Got to go to memorise my oral..So think of what i said ^^..

I have comment...

Ya i really have comments..Regarding the society..But have to wait because today went to 1 U and too tired..So,i think i'll "release" my comment on tuesday ^^..Haiz,still haven't finished the freaking folio..==
Goodnight everyone =D

I hate the night like this =(

Haiz .." Its late at night and i cant sleep..missing u just runs too deep.. " I really miss zau gong..so late also have not visit him..Just because of the "unfinishable" homework and the folio bla bla bla..I also dont know why that I always cant finish my homework unless i burn the midnight oil,and of course the next day,i'll be late and a scary panda would appear in SMKSM ==Mayb i should try to control myself stop online-ing.. Suppose ppl will be happy when the night is raining,rainy day can have a sweetdreams..But now i think i shall finish the important homework first instead of doing the m.word..Haiz.....I hate it..

What a traditional fashion show =D

Yesterday my school gt a fashion show in which those models are wearing traditional clothes(baju batik,cheongsam,penampang etc)..I couldn't accept that i was one of them..Early in the morning,once reached school then changed the kadazan shirt n skirt..After that,teacher Y helped me to make up,maybe i have not make up for a long time,I felt so uncomfortable with my face..And of course I hate the freaking high heels == made my legs hurt..When i walked infront of so many ppl,i thought they would come out some sounds like Wuuuu..but when me n mabel went out the dataran was so quiet,can u imagine 900++ ppl suddenly so quiet..Eventually,i figured out that it was because ppl couldn't recognised me and they were guessing who is me..=D Did i really look different??(maybe)
First time like a models and so many cameras in front of me to take our photos while walking..
A lots of photos were took yesterday..I'll share it mayb tomorrow =D

Hmm...i can feel the difference

At the beginning of this year,i seem that transformed to another person..I did not care about my results,spent time most on computer,did everything last minute..Now,i come back dy..the original 1 xD!But i still feel regret on something i has lost..

Btw,i gt all my results eventually and i am satisfied with my results because i only gt 1B xD..I tried not to show my expression in school because a lot of ppl failed for physics..My physics teacher said:"1st time 4Sc1 gt so many failed.."Haiz,for those who failed ,I'm sorry about that..However,just forget abt it and fight for the next exam 

Gambateh! =D

Haiz...SO..........

I'm not purposely want to gossip abt this..My school has a teacher Y..She is totally a busybody..E go n rampas our class's buku kawalan just because our monitor did not pass up the book for ONE TIME..then, she introduced our monitor a new rules..in which only 2 students can go toilet on each period..lagi over is students who are later than the subject teacher go in the class considered late and need to record names =.= I'm not saying that this is totally not good..but sometimes have to think of the students who have duty (prefects,librarians etc)..Let's say:(our recess is 9.20 then we will let the students leave at 9.40.Then, we have to off the air-cond and lock the doors+return the key.I think most probably it will be 9.45-9.50 when we reach class..what if the teacher is so punctual and enters the class at 9.40 sharp,then i think half of the class will be late =.=) Sometimes the rules do not need to be totally strict,when things go to the limit may becomes worse..

Everything was so rushed today @@

Today was lucky because physics teacher didnt give the paper yet..=D After phsics class was 8.50,then my bm teacher,En. Z came to my class and suddenly i was asked to join something called kursus pertolongan cemas @ 9pm..It meant that i had to go immediately without any preparation..Though i felt so rush,the kursus is still interesting except for the CPR hembus part =.=..I learned a lot ^^..After the kursus,it was the last 2 period(chemistry),i think mr wong will be proud because among the 4 highest in the class,there are 3 from EA xD! Of course ,the mr X was not happy and said want to die again..(who cares?)..
After the bell rang,i attended my chinese class followed by my duty in the library..Since the programme was not working for quite long,therefore we got lots of books have to process..It was 3pm when everything ended..
Who knows aunty came and fetched me @ 3.20 because nobody informed her and she gt to fetch private school's students first..I hate go bck home late...

Its more than enough =)

Today i gt my add maths n sejarah paper..Although didnt get highest in the class but i still satisfied with it because i think mr wong wont scold me ba =) The most surprisingly is my sejarah.The test 1 n mid term i gt B and what i expected this time is not to get lower than the 1st test because i only read bab 5..Then when i gt the paper i was so surprised than i gt an A =D..I quickly double checked it whether it is my paper..I really did what i have promised  =),you should pay me bck too..hehe..Hope i can improve again for coming exam xD

我真是接受唔到

真是接受唔到??班上有个X先生。接受不到自己的成绩，对老师大声小声的。最后，还拿了二十令吉来要求老师帮他加分==。老师说：kamu telah mencaci kerjaya guru..拜托，几岁了?还做这些事情 ==..鄙视你，鄙视你！更糟糕的是，竟然因为小小的test分数，说要寻死。我还真想叫他去。平时拿到好成绩，就一直泼别人冷水，大家还不是坦然接受。你是三头六臂吗？还是你是石头爆出来的？这么特别？遇到这些小挫折，就要寻死，的确比别人“特别”经不起考验。
Well,算了，反正我也不会同情他。曾经，我对他还有一点点仁慈的时候，他不会珍惜，还对我做出那些损害我利益的事情。对他，没说能不能原谅。因为对我而言，他已经不存在了，我不会让这么无谓得人在我可爱的世界里存在 xD！

Introduction

"Introduction",sounds so wrong..xD..
Hey,everybody..I'm lay fang,16 this year.My english sucks so pls dun complain so much of my grammar mistakes,thanks ^^