Extra cold~~

Normally i always feel sleepy at night..but tonight i feel so lonely with my eyes that insist don't want to rest...Why??I don't know....................That's too many things that i got to think of......this is life...I've entered a terrible paradise...which has a beautiful looks but "spoilage" inside...And whenever i'm dealing with some problems....illness will always choose this timing to visit me....that's why tomorrow i think better don't go to school....i'm tired to face the daily problems....i really really really need rest.....Troubles can you take a rest also???Rest is to prepare you for a longer journey^^....Yea..rest,but i still can't close my eyes with so many disturbances in my brain....And i feel extra cold right now........>.<

Eventually~~

Everything ended peacefully...i had a talk to him just now...while talking,my tears kept on rolling down along my cheek...Eventually,he got nothing much to say...unlike the past,everything single word that i said he got his way to object me...I felt so strange when he was speechless...this never happened between us..and made me wondered:you really got nothing to say?Yes,because i should just keep quiet since everything that i say will hurt you..my heart is bleeding when heard u're crying..i don't want you to get hurt...My tears again...instead of thinking whether what he said is true...but this time i need to surrender really...i leave you,is becuase i don't want to become third party and there are actually 2 person between us ...as you know...i'm not that kind of person...i can't being so selfish..even people always say:Love is blind...but i'm not blind...i can see people crying when they lost something that is precious for them...so,i rather to get hurt and keep myself crying alone in a corner...so,we'll never meet again...bye!
在你的记忆里面有一个我.在你最痛苦的时候陪你渡过,难过过了,天晴朗了,我就走
你拯救我的寂寞,我的痛,我的梦,在你的面前,我不必保留,还来不及对你说,迟到的我的心动. 
你的好,你的坏.我的脾气你最懂
我不要你来心疼我(我不要你离开我)
明天的以后,我们会懂,失恋的挫折让人变更成熟. 
我对你感觉胜过爱情. 
因为有你,给我勇气,给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心). 
对不起,我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起.
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一). 
还微笑祝福你

Meaningful ^^

Todays english lesson, teacher asked us to write a poem entitled Life...My group members were discussing but i did not joined them...so sorry o..Eventually i created one poem:
LIFE
Yesterday were captured pictures,
With different faces and expressions,
Today was a fairytale,
Mesmerized by happiness and loves,
Tomorrow's like unpredictable weather,
A strange and mystical paradise,
Yesterday,today and tomorrow,
Pissed-off,grieve,and pistachio,
Life,
Is described as a puzzle,
Satisfies with pieces of memories.
Meaningful ^^.

Any comments??I can only used the simple words,because my vocab's not good...
Realized something??Today was a fairytale by taylor swift..^^
And today only know that our exam has shifted to an earlier date which is next week...
Everyone's response is:what?why?how?(What happened?Why so early?How to study?) hehe...Guys,just accept the facts la..what to do..we couldn't do or change anything besides studying...I
think i'll get a bad results this time...>.< Nvm,i can accept de,i won't go suicide like some people..hehe..

Nice day ^^

Yesterday..finished meeting then went to lm..because my friend X said hungry wor..then had to accompany him go buy some food to fill stomach..Today,i went to lm too..i have a kind of trip+learning class...its sushi class =D..learned how to make then can eat whatever i've done..hehe..have lots of fun with some juniors...after that,go to tuition..kena shoot again== but nvm,used to it dy..but i have to say sorry to my friends for my tutor is not taking them anymore..i actually don't know what's happening..today got a bit blur blur de..sorry..This two days has made a conclusion which is i'm becoming more and more independent..

I'm back =D

yea..i have recovered from some 'illness'..i never think i can back to original so fast..maybe my way of thinking changed dy..who knows..hehe..Was having meeting @ school just now..so sorry for scolding u guys..>.< if can ,i didn't wish to do so..but its too over..at least make some changes ma..^.^ U guys never  know my feelings one..when you really devoted a lots for someone and his/her not appreciate at all..u guys will never knows how hurt it is...so anyone reading here,please change..don't let me angry until send  to hospital before i graduate..i still want to live ^^ ok..apart from that i wish to advise all ladies and gentleman,please appreciate what you have ^^..don't wait until you lost only know its important and regret..its too late to realise~~its too late~~

I'm sorry~~

To all readers and my fellow friends,this blog would not be updated anymore until November or December maybe..Below are few reasons:
1.due to some personal reason,i don't feel like want to online anymore...(temporarily)
2.my exam is earlier than the date that had been arranged
3.first time feel the pressure for exam,so have to study
4.i need to REST
So...i also don't know when i'll online..therefore,bla bla bla (don't know what to say anymore)
BYE...

Its time to have a change ...

To all readers/visitors,my blog would not be updated so frequent because my result recently is becoming worse..and so,i will just update it weekly or maybe monthly since my end year exam is around the corner..therefore,if anyone want to look for me or keep in touch with me..u can just leave your message in the chat box which is located at the right of the page.. I'll read it whenever i online ^^..thanks or your cooperation..xD

My Holidays ^^

Thought that i  would enjoy it..Really..Yet,1 week just leave me..and i find it BORING..
6-7/9-took care of my aunty's grandson...he looks cute but extremely active...I played with him until i felt tired but he still full of energy ==..

10/9-Went to lm..my parents and sis watching piranha..what to do??its 18..then,i just window shopping around and end up playing in Fireworks..It looked has a major changed..

And the rest of time i spent it on:A)playing darts..throw,throw and throw...i hang it on the door..Eventually,i think the door would be replaced soon ^^..B)Doing homework...a bit by a bit every day,as a consequence of my LAZINESS,still left a lots ><..C)Online-ing..playing games(viwawa)..making picture(ownskin)...songs..D)watching drama..haiz..so addicted to the story line..ended up with an ending that cant fulfill what i want(偷心大圣PS男)..E)playing mahjong(bad luck==)..always lost..F)other minor activities..^^

Fulled of holes ^^

wan download??http://www.ownskin.com/gif_detail?t=3jPoO3A7

Why you always hurt ppl?==

Why you always appear when people do not need you?And u can always force ppl to accept you..When ppl is enjoying with you,then you will just leave them alone..Guess what??It is LOVE..hehe..Yea..A lot ppl is hurt because of love..What to do??Blame benzene amino acid mayb...My gor,just lost his relationship with his gf..And of course i felt sad for him..Still can rmbr i saw his gf at the carnival 2 months ago..And now,everything changed...I really hope that those relationships can last longer so that can lessen the number of ppl who get hurts...Ok,everything released then i can have my sweetdreams^^

Nites everyone xD

。。。

不敢问却一直想问你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜却一直想猜若回去有没有可能
我爱疯了我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份



既然是这样，我已竭尽所能...已经毫无力气了...

@#$%@#$%$

HEY!ENOUGH! I SAID WRONG NUMBER FOR OVER 1000++ TIMES...Can understand???
Wrong no,salah nombor,打错电话，打錯電話，間違った番号，잘못 걸려온，หมายเลขผิด，Falsche Nummer，Verkeerde nommer，Λάθος αριθμό，Numero errato...
So,pls dun simply simply call me again==....you have been called me averagely 5 times perday...and asking :who are you?what's your name etc etc...This week changed to "how are you?"
How are you!How are you!==As if i'm ur friend whom u have not seen for a long time ==..

Scare......

Well this is more terrible than school test...because if i failed school test,nobody will bother me...but if i failed this test at tuition,for sure i'll kena scold or punish mayb...As what Mr X(my tuitor) said,"no pressure, no improvement"..I know he scolds us for our own goods..But i really scare of those tough questions ><...So i have to study for it now...Left 2 hours and 24 min...

My freaking folio ^^

Left:Yay!Full marks...^^  Right:total 112 pages...

Front cover..=D

Holidayz ^^

This is so unexpected..Our class won the third place for the singing competition yesterday...When the results is announced,all 4sc1students din have any response because we are SHOCKED =D..Again,thank you to all students and teachers especially the judges..
Hurray!Holiday started...^^ I can crazy enjoy my holiday..Hope i can have outing with my friends next week if i could make it..Happy holidays..Happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri...And HAPPY EVERYTHING =D

Patriotic singing competiton ^^

Today my class joined a singing competition in the school..Because of this competition,we stayed back and practiced for few times..A lot of things happened (quarrel,not co-operating etc)..Eventually,the competition has ended today..Specially thanks to Miss Y(my english teacher),the instruments team,my friends who taught me a lots,all the 4sc1students and those who supported me and my class today..And i'm here to apologised for didn't conducted well today..it was my 1st time become a conductor in my lives..^^
4sc1, we did a GOOD JOB..Even if we couldn't win ,you guys are still the champion for me =D..

Instruments:Guitar,Violin,Flute
High Pitch Girls:HPG
Low Pitch Girls:LPG
Boys:B
REPLACED WITH INSRTUMENT 

SATU SUARA

Verse A

Mengapa kita berbeza B

Ku tahu hatimu dipolusi benci B

Kita harus bersama HPG

Aku, kau mereka, memahami, kompromi HPG

 Verse B

Kita satu komuniti, satu arah destinasi LPG

Hey generasi muda, usah kau bersendiri LPG

Kita punya satu hati, satu cita satu jiwa HPG

Kau aku dan merekaHPG, kita satu nama  ALL

 Chorus 

【Dengan satu suara,

kita serupa, walau berbeza

Genggam semangat waja

Dan langkah bersama

Dalam rentak padu yang sama】 ALL

 RAP: ENGLISH  

【It's the B to the E to the L I A              
Let's keep our head up for better days
Do walk hand in hand if you understand
The message is to be together in this motherland】S,MK,KY,CT

 Verse A

【Where is the love that used to shine 

In this darkest hour, we’re gonna be just fine 】Girls

So let the love shines in your soul  B

This revolution is gonna be our destiny call  ALL

 Verse B

【Dalam satu suara, kita tiada bezanya 

Nyanyi lagu yang sama, rentak sekata 】LPG

Dengan satu suara, kita janji menjaga HPG

Kau, aku dan mereka,HPG kita satu nama ALL

 Repeat Chorus

【Dengan satu suara

Kita serupa, walau berbeza

Genggam semangat waja

Dan langkah bersama

Dalam rentak jiwa yang sama】ALL

 Bridge

【Sekiranya ku jatuh, terus bangunkan aku

Dan aku  lakukan yang sama untukmu

Kau, aku dan mereka 

Dalam satu irama, dalam satu cinta】 ALL

RAP: TAMIL

eethu un valkai, un pathei, un eerthukaalam (this is your life, your path and your future) otremei veedum kai kodhe nadeethe vaa (unity is needed, come walk hand in hand)
naalai maadrum un nadeetheyil (tomorrow's changes is in your path) en thola yen paala kuraalyil? (my friend, why do it with different voices?)

 RAP: KANTONIS

我地国家应该一条心

(Our country should be one heart and one soul)

生活过得好, 最紧要我地大家开心

(Our lives are good and our happiness is important)

我地马来西亚社会真係惦

(Our Malaysian society is great)

无论遇到乜野困难, 我地一齐可以搞惦

(Whatever problems we face we can sort it out together)

 Repeat Chorus [2X]