28-6-2015

Finally, I am declared freedom after my first year exam :D The smile that you can't even hide from your face will like a mask put on your face.

After I rest well and come into my comfort zone, the questions that I don't want to answer still there yet I have no answer yet. Or perhaps in another way, I have the unacceptable answer even couldn't accepted by me. Well, all I want is happiness. I will never ever forget the hard time I been through on t
he pass semester, a great experience that grown me up.

Probably the lazy one should take more rest because rest is to prepare for a further journey and I have a long long journey. Hahaha. So now, please let me smile like a lousai first xD

15-6-2015

Still 4 more papers to go for my 2nd semester final exam. And I almost done my transformation into a panda. Hehe

Recently addicted to a song by Zoey Rong describing the life of Majesty Wu. In the drama, the girl fell in love with the majesty who was much elder than her. Then when he passed away, she knew how hurt was that. But in fact, there is another guy who willing to sacrifice everything just for her yet she only realized the true love when the guy is about to die.

This story is similar to reality. We as human being also like that. We'll only realize the importance of someone or something when we lose it. It happened to me before so the lyrics in the song touched me.

Lesson of the day: appreciate whatever you have when they are still available. Don't wait until the day of 'out of stock' only you regret. Do it before it's too late.

Songs recommended: Let her go by Passenger, 时间都去哪儿，父亲

11-6-2015

Been busy during this study week. Coming two weeks will be my exam week, and then uh huh uh huh its MERDEKA!!!! Hooray!! This semester exam seems a slight different for me though it might seems no difference for others. Why? Because finally my study ohm is backed after 4 years. Just one thing unlike the past, despite the results as long as I've tried my best then it will reaches my satisfaction. 

Now I realised there are many things that worth for me to appreciate other what I'm appreciating right now. Just like we are reading a story book, reaching a climax in the midpoint and so as we grown up, we will discover more and more things that we never even touch it before. Then, you got panic and you wonder how you should handle it. When you handled it in an unsuitable way and you will be blamed before you learned a lesson. 

Whatever it is. Just give it a try. This is life, when I was down, one of my friend said: "just treat life as a roller coaster: sometimes up and sometimes down." I'm always glad to have someone with me when I need. Appreciate everyone whom I love and loves me. ^^ 

Many things in life are free :D

Do you always grab for something free in life? Drinks? Foods? Petrol? Hahaha. Many things in life are free, which include happiness. Many people include me thinks money can't buy happiness and it is true because it is FOC XP

We always sad for something or someone. Have you ever wonder why we don't control our feelings ourselves? At the end of the day, you will realise somehow actually you can control your happiness as you decide to be happy or sad whether you mind or don't. I guess everyone in this world is borne to be loved. Why don't you think about someone who loves you when you are upset?

Don't worry, be happy!! Let's live while we're young XD

Everything happens for a reason

I know people always say everything is controlled in your hand. But in life, how many things can we really control in hand? Yes, you may do your very best for that particular thing but when something unexpected happened then you will still feel you're controlling it? Not to say we admit defeat to the fate. What we need to do is to think in another way. Sometimes you didn't realize, when you lost something actually you are gaining something on the meantime. So don't blame the God for why letting that hapened but thanks Him for bringing you back to the track you shall be in.

Grown up mentally

Just read my previous post today and I found out how naive I was in the past. And now I believe if I read this post few years later I will definitely feel the same. I guess this is what my ex meant last time. I know it is hard to practice but this is always the best way.

You don't know how many ten years you can have. Why should we stay upset when the days still pass no matter what? So, I hope I can be a pistachio from now on. Throw everything bad behind and step forward. Its not a bad thing to look behind but not to move behind.

I will never forget someone told me:"its a good thing to have something to regret about, then you'll be remembering the particular thing or person. Sometimes soneone are only meant to be remenbered. " :)

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