Time can heal??

Time is the best medicine is commonly used and it is proved by so many people....3 years ago,someone told me this idiom when I lost him....I thought I could really let myself to walk out from the pain....After a year later, it didn't seem better ......I was still suffering....Then,another one who knows my past told me I will relieve the pain as time passes....Well, I believed I could do it that time as the tragedy had been so long ago....Nonetheless, the reality kept telling I am a failure.....I am totally KO by him....Arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now,its already around 2 years.....In terms of thinking studying and whatever, I have grown up to be a more mature one.....except for the thing,I still keep my step in 2010....never move even a step.... Thats why I must be more optimistic ...I know I can't be like that forever .......No matter how well I keep the memories,it'll still a past...No matter how much I regret,the thing that had happened cannot be a variable anymore...So the only thing I can do now is to move forward for those who love me and I love =)

Everyday, when I flip over the newspaper,I can see the word "accident"....Recently,one of the serious accident was the cars that hit the tree and 4 lives was taken in the accident...I know nowadays there are many people who speed up in their journey with various reason especially the youth ....Nevertheless,we should always think about our love ones who are waiting for us to get to them (according to red fm) ...Accidents are always unexpected....So,we should not think that we can control it....before it happens to you,please slow down.... Anything happens to you not only affect you but the person around you ....

Listen!!

Is there any pair of ears to listen to me??? I hope someone can right be there for me even just once when I need....There are billion of words I wish to tell ....However,when I seriously look for.....there isn't anyone who really understand me can be right beside me,put a hand on my shoulder and said:"nevermind,I'll be here =) just tell me how u feel..." I think this has never happened ever since he was gone......

I know everyone would have their own thinking.....but can those ppl around me just try to control the temper???????????????????????I'm not a psychologist....I cant read mind,I'm not a worm in your stomach............I dunno wat you want when u dun say any word......................................................And pls if you had pissed off with something...................pls give me a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Dun like a crazy ppl give me a shit face !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like I'm paid to watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I dun even give a damn to see the idiot face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are human,I the same species too!!!!!!! you have feelings,why don't I have??????????????????????? I wish I could stay in harmony environment in the only comfortable place to me..........ended up with this kind of attitude towards me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who am I to you??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I did't expect you to have a super duper understanding towards me.............but just a little bit of respect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Well,just a little respect from you I also didn't get ......Honestly,the disappointment is maximum ... ...