Tiring

Oh my god! These few days are extremely tired...School activities...exam results...class matter....library matter...bla bla bla...So busy...I wish i could put everything aside and enjoy my life^^ As if...Haiz,nevermind it is a learning lesson in my life...lets talk about results...Omg...totally down...what's wrong with me??when i got the results i always asked...Actually last minute work doesn't work...I shall always study but not only during the exam weeks...Other people must be saying that i deserved it because  i study at last minute....Aiya,for me,results is nothing,the most important thing is i've tried my best...It is nothing when get bad results...Its a good thing actually...If one person always win then the person would never know the feelings of losing...Conclusion:Life must have various experiences only meaningful =D

Ends in peace??

Yesterday,right after i posted in the blog,i received the news that one of my relative died...Huh? In my mind,i still can recalled back the moment that i saw him and he was still strong and healthy...Just a few months,a few months can change the whole world...This is unbelievable...He was a nice people...Everyone were sad....And this made me think of my grandma...the feelings were fresh until now....that pain....I miss her so much...the regrets for leaving her when she held my hands tightly...Everything were just too late,when she gone...even the thousand times of promises...I was too late... I'm sorry~~ this is what i can say now...But i believe you love me so much  and you wish that i could live my life happily...I'll try my best on it...I LOVE YOU!=)

This is a cycle ～～

Chinese people always say that human always experience four stages:living,getting elder,ill,and towards the death...Since my childhood i saw a few of my relatives died and their death bodies are burned in a room...and a people will just becomes dust in the air ...I was scared when i saw it...i was imagining the scene where I was the one who died and burned...As i growing up,these things keep on happening around me included my grandmother who left me last year...Eventually i cried....when she went to another world...and released from the pains that caused by the disease....Yea...leaving someone who we love is totally sad...But sometimes we have to accept it because this is our fate...We were no one and brought nothing to this world...And everything back to the origin point when we die...Because we brought nothing too and we'll be forgotten soon after we die....This is true.....because of it,we should be happy for still living our life today...and satisfied about what we have...try our best to do whatever we like so that we won't feel regret for didn't complete things that we wish to do...

Merdeka ^^

Eventually...my exam ended today...but its not my holiday yet..because my school is having many activities on coming weeks >< ...Last paper it was totally boring since everyone was expecting the last single second so that we can shout "merdeka"...The exam ended in the sound of laughing because my teacher suddenly came out with "cold" jokes =D...After exam,i rushed for my meeting...A lot were not coming...nvm...Something happened after the meeting............that made me realise that I actually need time to used to my life which is different from the past now......The difference is unspeakable...look like i lost something which is just a passer-by in my life.......But i believe that everything would be fine after all.....because when problem is not considered as problem,that its not a problem...^^ can understand??

What a 'good' attitude...==

Hi everyone...I'm back ...still one more week to go for exam...But got something  to share here...Just a moment ago...something happened...which i think i should share it here...Today got people married and they came with a big gang of cars then horned for 8 rounds along the street before 8 o'clock IN THE MORNING...As if they're marrying the whole street of people == hey! you all don't want to sleep but we want to sleep leh...And one of their cars hit on my neighbour's car and didn't said anything like sorry etc...wow! nice responsibility...Even though my family were angry about that but still we cooperated since it was people's da hei yat zhi...After our breakfast,then they were blocking half of the street way...We waited initially,then my dad went to ask in front's car owner and tried to tell them they are blocking us and we just requested want to go back home...That car owner quite good and tried to make a way for us...But later on a group of people included the man who hit people's car came and they are so haughty...Don't know why they came and argued with my dad...As if what they done are absolutely correct == Guess what one of them said??'Why can't you use the other road??' Wow! EQ 100% question...How are we going to get our house by using another way??Make the car fly in the sky then drop exactly in front of my house?? Try to imagine?? Cool~~ That is imagination of kindergarten's children..== They were like want to fight like that wor...Haiz..nowadays just a small matter then want to fight already...How to widen your knowledges to the bigger matter leh?? Cannot zhou dai see ah...Nevermind if they call more and more people come i can call 999 de...As if we will feel scare of them == Marry dai sai ar?? Respect  people leh...

A piece of beautiful puzzle ^^

Still remember my poem??I have a piece of puzzle with unforgettable memories...I couldn't believe that a teacher can have same channel with students(interests,music etc)...I like her teaching...And she's the one who joined singing competition with us,the one who never scold us before,the one who singing with guitar in front of us AND the one who MADE CUP CAKES for us...The beautiful,lovely teacher that we have...Unfortunately,we're going to lose her...Everyone just felt sad today,because we don't want her to leave...But,even she don't leave this time,we'll be going off next year after SPM...This is life,always dealing with different feelings ^^ ...We should just take it and move forward to discover the mystical paradise in the future...Teacher,you'll always in my HEART...I love you xD!
And I might be stop online-ing this two weeks...because i'm having exam...Bye!

I don't need you to know the truth ==

Have you ever heard a gossip or gossiped before??I think most of the human being gossiped before...and me too...But something I wonder is:did you think of people's feeling or think that would it be too over???
Recently,i heard a gossip...and of course I'm one of the character...I don't mind gossip...but its really really TOO OVER...I don't feel like want to share the contents here...But got something to be thrown out from my mind...For the one who started the fire,you have your right to talk,i have my right to sue you at the same time...Just to advise you...sometimes..you would be unlucky and meet someone that is hot-tempered,and that particular person may sue you just because of one single word that you said...So,don't blame anyone else on that time... Those words came from your mouth..in other words,you invited troubles to come to you...Mention first...i'm not scolding but advising...this is for your own good ^^..
While for those who are listening to gossip,i have a small question...Will you go and ask around to find out the truth??And even ask the particular person...If yes,then i have something to advise you too...If i say a word 4 alphabet ****,its start from f,continued with u,fu** ,what would you think about??A bad word??Why make you think of it??Because your mind is having this word...Its the same as how you interpret a gossip...if you have negative thinking of him/her,then automatically,whatever he/she do,you will interpret that as WRONG...When you have a trust on a person...with sincerely...no matter what he/she do,you will still believe on him/her...So,please don't come and ask me anything before you really have thought of the fact with your logical thinking...If you dislike/suspected me,then just think whatever you like..Because I don't want to waste ENERGY,TIME,and my SALIVA to explain for nothing...I don't need you to know the truth,I need true friend that trust me all the time whenever,whatever and wherever...