Lonely night

I hate 'night'...because since he left my world,sleep had became a job for me to do everynight...i have to think of a way for me to fall sleep >< ...what happened to me????I'm not sure...I really regret to meet the person on the last day of 2011!!!!!!!!!!Really!!!!!!!! Now,my heart,my mind and my soul are totally affected by every single word that i heard that day!!!! How good if he is still here to taccompany at this moment...how good if he is here to solve my problem><....Now i could understand Avril Lavigne's feelings:"Damn...damn...damn...what i'd do to have you here here here..i wish you were here....damn..damn...damn..what i'd do to have you near..near ..near..i wish you were here" It is so hard to unlink him in my life as everything in my life is related to him.....I NEED BARBITURRATES NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!